Where do I start....the search for me
The last time that I posted, times were happy and full of love. Amazing how your life can change in the blink of an eye. January 28, 2020 changed my life forever when I had to bid my forever love farewell as he crossed over to his Heavenly Home. For years we counseled and guided folks into and through the journey of grief together as a team, but this time I could not be my own guide.....I was the one about to enter the painful journey. It was also the time of Covid and I would be alone most of the time....not a healthy combination for sure, but I made it. During our 54 years of marriage we faced a lot of challenges, but we were together and that makes all the difference. I was now alone and had to figure out "Who am I without you?" Not easy at 74 years old. It has been two years now. I still cry.....smile.....reminince great memories....and search for me. I am OK as far as most things are concerned, learning how to face new tasks and how to ask ...